i am trying.

i am trying not to be one of those bitter seniors.
thats hates their class.
and hates this town.
and just wants to get away from it all.

but that is me. i am so frustrated with the people i go to school with.

the couples. that have to wait in their cars in the morning until their special someone gets there to accompany them into the building. like they really can't walk into the school themselves.

the gossip.that is all you can hear about. i learn more about the people at my school from just walking down the hallways then sitting down and talking to the person.

the parties. that occur every weekend.and the way people actually think it's humerous when they get in their cars "totally shit-faced" and drive somewhere. ( i think thats the term i heard at school today)

don't get me wrong. i have some amazing friends at school that i love.but this is our last year.after this, we are gone and on our own. and half the people at my school can't function without their girlfriend/boyfriend, and the other half can't function without alcohol. it's just frustrating to see these people lose their independence. and it worries me how any of us are going to be able to make it outside of waverly.

maybe i'm being a bitter betty.
or maybe i'm looking outside the high school realm of things.
right now, i'm not so sure.