well...he did it...

i don't think i've ever experienced god in the way that i did tonight.

i've been in the dark and bringing myself down for so long now. and i've known that the only way out was everything i was running from. but we can only run for so long.

god's shown me that it is time. time to start living and stop killing time. it's time to start fighting and stop making excuses for myself. i know it's not always going to be easy and i will fall. but 'to fail is not to try.'

( i quoted 'superchick' twice in this post...i'm cool)